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Wednesday, June 30, 2010

NOT VERY SUCCESSFUL :/ IMMA TRY NEXT TIME




Should i cut my fringe? im reluctant about it but at the same time i want to :/ e learning sucked balls today. i couldnt log the fuck into the system so i did none of the assignments. Im dead meat tomorrow

since when the hell was i ever interested in cosfest!?!??! it's an event where cosplayers meet their own species with all the anime shit. weird...

Tuesday, June 29, 2010


yes i am jinxed. please stay away from me.
jordan, i'm really sorry for the trouble caused. i really am.

Monday, June 28, 2010

i wish my exsistence wasn't that much of a burden to my family. i believed im jinxed.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

i wish i wish i wish that the DM and teachers would be in a good mood tomorrow so that they won't catch me for my fringe. i always thought that school's a place where we pay money to gain knowledge and learn new stuff. not letting people whom we dont know critisize how we look like.

may i present you the Holga K-200NM fish eye lens camera.
my desired lomo camera. i love it, plus the fact that it's only 100bucks tempts me even more.

i don't think i'm pretty-.- i dont get what is with men on fb adding me and saying " hi you're so beautiful, can i meet you, can we date, can i have your number?" my face turns (-.-) i look like a fucking lesbian for pete's sake. pictures are very very deceiving.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

yesterday.

Friday, June 25, 2010


i dont have problems with sleep. sleep has problems with me. i've been having sleeping disorders since primary school, it stopped for a moment and only recently it came back to haunt me. and because of this, my skin's deteriorating. fuck.


Thursday, June 24, 2010

thanks man.

no amount of words can describe how much i hate my life. i should be grateful that i have a brick shelter over my head. but sometimes i feel like leaving this place. a place where i'm still not certain whether or not i can call it 'home'. but i have no place to go. you said something that broke me down into tears. as much as you didnt want me in your house, i never wanted to be here either. somebody take me away.

fuck jesus, i'll save myself.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

i've been having insomnia and i hate it. let this be transient. please.
went to the hospital to visit my mom. she was very weak. i spent 10 hours with her. but she was sleeping all the while. the air conditioner was tempting me to sleep so i decided to take advantage by sleeping on the vacant bed next to her.

Monday, June 21, 2010

"What is a friend? A single soul, dwelling in two bodies" - Aristotle

to me friendship seems so fragile. everything, the good times, the promises, the laughter and tears can be destroyed by something so trivial like name calling and disagreements. i've seen too many people fall out. it's not a rare sight to me. heh. oh well, good things dont last. everything comes to an end, eventually.


i've been waking up at 2 in the afternoon and soon it's night time already. there goes my holidays.
I'm sorry , i tried. it didn't work. i really hate to see you guys like this. but i'm still habouring the thought that you guys will be together again someday.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

I dislike taiwanese people. especially female artistes/celebrities. they never fail to not fail at acting cute. i don't know if they're paid to do so or it's just their natural 'bubbly' character. i'm not liking it. oh well, who am i to judge? i'm just saying.
Singapore should have Hot Topic outlets. that'd be cool.

HAHAHA i like talking to abigail. i never fail to have a good time chatting with her.

if miracles do exsist. that'd be awesome.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

physics tuition was rather productive i must say. but chem was...a thumbs down-__-
i feel like baking. heh :/




finally ! my desired dream of going on a ride on the Gmax is fulfilled. totally worth the money(: the ride was awesome i screamed my lungs out. had a nice bird's eye view of clarke quay. went to take a picture with the white boy cause he kept staring at us before and after we got on the ride. he was friendly^^

Friday, June 18, 2010


i cannot multi task-.- FML

i almost died. it's still going on. oh well, its a challenge anyway.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010






finally went to Haw Par Villa after much delay. it was slightly different from the last time i went there. about 10 years ago. heh. i used to cry when i saw the statues. when for dinner at a buffet. sedap siol~
some things really can be so unexpected sometimes. when you least expect it to happen. it happens. two things left me dumbfounded today, or rather yesterday. the first is, from foe they became friends. secondly, unexpected love. really really unexpected.



went to catch levain's soccer match FINALLY after so long cause i kept saying i'll come but i didn't in the end. had a bad headache halfway through the game hehe. my husband fierce siollll in the field^^ like cool only.
i hate being sick. having fucking difficulties breathing. ):

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

maybe someday, i'll know what to do.

Monday, June 14, 2010





slacked almost the whole day at cass's house. i swear her sister's very...whatever. haha



met up for dinner with clique last night(:

Sunday, June 13, 2010


i can be one of the weirdest person you know of. hehehehe.
gonna go get some mcflurry~ bai bai.

bored.


HI. i'm a glowing asian. i look so cool in black and i'm wearing cheap made in cambodia raybans. do i look like peter chao or what? HAHAHAHAHA damn, im bored.

maybe someday.


maybe someday i will fight for gay rights and legalize same sex marriages. let all homophobia thoughts be abolished from minds of catholics to homophobics. maybe someday i'll be marching down a gay parade with gay people behind me supporting my campaign. maybe someday i'll be in the white house debating with homophobic losers from around the globe fighting for gay rights. maybe some day i'll be educating people of all ages that "gay people must be beat up and killed" is so ice age and all the discrimination towrads them must be stopped. maybe someday, if all these do happen. gay people wont need to hide in shame and fear no more. they no longer need to lie about their sexuality. they can be flamboyant, dressing up in whatever way they want to. holding hands, showing public display of affection. no one can stop them, discriminate them, ostricize them anymore. for all these are being fought for.

kerizzzna



hi krishna. it's so nice getting to know a wonderful friend like you. our dirty talks made us even closer. hehe, come to think about it. the only reason why we manage to click was because we are really dirty people. talking about pervertic stuff all the time -__-''' haha whatever, but you're a nice guy. i missed being your neighbour ): oh well, lets hope our brotherhood wont die out so soon. i really really regard you as my bro. hehe i always wanted one. i know you dislike people calling you cue but you are really very cute. hehehe. i love your roti prate bathing style. haha i know this post is random but the recent msn chats made me think back about the good times we shared. love you bro. ^^

yeah, cheap monday. come to me.
cherries are so addictive ^^


mom : eh ah ting(me) , you want the blueberry right?
me : huh? what blueberry?
mom : you know, the blueberry you kept saying you wanted it.
me : huh? OH ! you meant blackberry is it?
mom : ah yeah, whatever la blueberry, burberry. sounds the same to me.

my mom's so adorable.

Saturday, June 12, 2010


i was bored shitless so i decided to mess around with my hair. i'm sorry, i know im not professional. i need entertainment.

"One fringe to rule them all,
One fringe to find them,
One fringe to bring them all
and in the darkness bind them." -Charlieskies.

i hate my current fringe, i want hissssss.


when i hang out with you, the negative stuff about you suddenly just dissapear. i'm talking about a friend, i dont want you guys to make stupid conclusions-.-





was looking forward to catch The Karete Kid but the tickets were sold out so went to catch the A-TEAM with abby, ian, jordan and leon. it was good, i enjoyed it. similiar to The Losers. the punches in the movie sounded very surreal that i actually kinda felt it. levain and jessica joined in later, we embarked on a journey to Marina Barrage but we got lost halfway so we ended up slacking at starbucks. laughed alot today. hehe but i have tuition tmr. bummer :/

Friday, June 11, 2010


ahhhhhhhhh look at the gauges. so amazing(L) mom would never agree to it ):

i just realised i dont like to bathe much but i have to cause my hair and body will itch like crazyyyyyy.
i hate the feeling of being broke. i dont know if it applies to you but for me, whenever im broke, there would always be items that i have the urge to make it my possession, events i wanna go but i'm broke and i would get steeper in debts because i owe my friends some cash-.- grrr.

shit.

ditching your old clique for a new one. promising your original clique that you're coming but disspointing them in the end because a girl asked you out. come on man, who is of more priority in your life? your friends whom you've been through thick and thin with or a girl whom you just met NOT LONG AGO?

im beginning to know what type of person you are and it's ruining the impression i had of you when i first knew you.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

recently i have been screaming sighs of misery out of nowhere and my mom hates it. my life's a piece of poop.





thanks ian (:

didn't slept the whole day yesterday. left the house at 5plus in the morning to welcome ian back from the airport with abby and jessica. went to his house and slacked. then went to school with abby and jess for...fun. we weren't allowed access into the school as me and jess were wearing home clothes so we climb through the back gate. my virgin attempt. so awesome^^ art class was fun. i had fun.