some channel 8 celebrity whom my friends are not even fans of but insists on taking a picture with him. poor guy couldn't eat in peace. just look at the pathetic height difference, local girls are seriously too short. just saying. i should get into the acting industry, honestly i have what it takes to become an actress. hahahawtf. but how typical would that be, living in a fame obsessed country with people taking desperate measures just to be famous, to be noticed and rich. they probably lack of family love.

because by choice i decided to leave it obscure.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY VICTORIA<3

i hate how sometimes my mind can just think about you at anywhere,anytime of the day. its like you can make a sudden epiphany out of nowhere and my eyes would never fail to turn crimson whenever i reminisce about the day we had to part, the tears were never ending and the pain of losing you was beyond excruciating. and now i'm haunted by memories of you. how long more do i have to wait before i can once again experience the warmth of your hug that i miss so badly? i dont know. all i know is, you're my achilles heel and you are the only man whom i have never loved so much in my entire 16 years of my life.

yesterday was pretty much the best conversation i had with you. fuck yeah.

i feel embarrassed for the nation whenever i see a sudden influx of cosplayers in parts of the country.
the attention seeking colours, mismatched clothings, sometimes even conspicuously fake wigs never fails to furrow my brows. only a minority of them are able to pull it off. i never had taken interest in japan or korean subcultures or rather most asian subcultures like the whole "acting cute shit" like what most asian female celebrities do. i'm not making myself sound like some nigga westside wannabe but whatever, my mind generates differently from others.

okay, so i'm pretty much not the type of person who gets along well with adults. yeah, either i suck at boot licking or maybe i don't leave very good first impressions.

i've been bemusing frequently, indignant as well. not good. i need to snap back to reality. pronto. but i'm more comfortable living in lies cause the truth's always harsh and sometimes the pain's just excruciating.
okay, something's not right with me. cinnamon melts is the utmost necessity.

if only the things you see at tumblr was a common sight. how wonderful would that be.

www.orangedust.tumblr.com

16 scoops of swesen flavoured ice cream. i am contented.
thanks abigail for the treat!

i'm a very cynical person when it comes to love and trust me, i get very pessimistic about it.

i liked how you sang.
no, i'm not in love.

About time I went on a computer hiatus. I'm not confident about this gay internet addiction of mine but at least I'm trying. Hopefully my smartphone can feed my internet needs. so long for now~ I'll be updating from my phone (;

BBQ was great. i enjoyed myself. sorry cherlynn for making you pissed at us :/
i loved the bitching session after BBQ, awesome shit. we had like a shit loads of things to bitch and gossip about. we should do this every weekend LOL

hung out with val and sheena around serangoon. haha funny to the max. i was pretty dumbfounded by how informative sheena is. i thought i was the only one around. haha finally someone to exchange juicy gossip with.

My friend for four years and still counting just deleted me off facebook because of something trivial and it wasn't even me who pulled the trigger.
Tsk, talk about change. I'm expecting a very good explanation.

you think you're not pretty, there's always someone uglier. you want more money, people are in poverty. you want a boyfriend, some people don't even have parents. you're hungry, a child is starving. you want to go to the mall, someone is looking for anything they can wear to stay warm. you feel chilly, others are frozen. you want to die, most people want to live.

There's always someone out there who needs what you want, much more than what you could ever possibly know.

damn, i wished mom taught me malay when i was younger :<

i love the way you pouted your lips at me today. i actually smiled to myself.

obviously whitley's not very patriotic about singapore's upcoming birthday.
fire drill was the best, i gulped down 5 bottles of water. and nature couldn't stop calling me.

hi, obviously i need a new pair of shoes. i'm a size 9. thanks.

HI CHERLYNN. I had a very awesome chat with you. i liked how you opened up to me about yourself and that made me got to know you to a whole new level. some things cant be helped and you're not to blame for it. im sorry for triggerring the depressed and downhearted side of you. but its okay, im here for a reason. my ears and shoulders are free most of the time so im willing to lend you at anytime whenever you need it (: