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Friday, December 30, 2011

I looked out of the window. The sky is gray. Half frozen rain is falling at a steep angle, tapping against the window like a thousand ghostly fingertips. As i sat in the claustrophobic confines of the study room. It got me thinking about what had transpired this whole year hampered with complications and confusion.  Love and friendship makes up an obtuse portion of our lives. but what if they're not miscible? One can never be as ever phlegmatic in the face of disaster from deciding between friendship or love. No one wants to risk ruining a friendship built with love and memories. Its hurts losing someone you love but which hurts more? Is it losing a friend or a lover? i know it hurts, playing old memories behind your closed eyelids like an old grainy film fading too fast into a series of sepia coloured blurs, weathered by passing time. Feeling the burnt embers searing along the edges of your memories. Sending you into a deeper depth of grief. But is it possible to have the best of both worlds?

Wednesday, December 28, 2011



No idea what she talked about but she's really prettyyyyyyyyy ): gotta love thai language~
your immaturity irks me so much.



I love love love fancy notebooks. Every year i get one and i pen my thoughts down. Can't wait to start writing in it. On a totally random note, its only 4 more days to the commencement of 2012 :/ Time really fucking flies, in less than 2 weeks i'll be receiving my O level results and that's something i dread so much........  I mean, i havent even enjoyed myself after O's.... booooo I don't wanna get my results back. There's always this sense of uneasiness surging through my body whenever i think about my results. Yeah, you must be thinking "if you studied, there's nothing for you to worry about." yeah, i did studied but what is i dont do well....... what if i cant achieve my desired points? what if this, what if that........ahhh fucking hell.

Monday, December 26, 2011


typical scene of my everyday job.



 i did the outline myself! My virgin attempt hehehehehe :D
Jeremy's super cute diy chocolate xmas tree! Not bad for a guy eh~

 feeling all shag and lethargic after a hard day's work~
 li xian's not excluded as well. sorry lixian, i know you'll probably never read this but i still feel bad for upload your unglam pix muahahahaha

 I should have recorded this scene! Andrew was sprinkling icing powder over the gingerbread house to achieve the 'snowy' effect. While sprinkling, his hand was shaking so vigorously it looked as if he was suffering from Parkinson's disease plus he had a poker face on so that made it made it even funnier. Li xian and I were chocked on our own laughter.

 Andrew's magic finger to stop his parkinson's disease.



Baskin Robin's thirty one~
 WARNING: The following post is a compilation of tumblr worthy food photos (bhb). If you are reading this post at an ungodly hour, you are advised to click the red button with a 'X' on it.  If you continue to read this post, you might suffer from flood due to the excess saliva flowing uncontrollably and in order to stop this impending flood you will stuff yourself with whatever is edible in the house and in the end, gain weight. 







KFC's egg tarts. 
Tangyuans my mom made for the tangyuan festival a few days ago!
Astonsssss. Cheap and delicious. Need i say more?
Chippy's fried mars bars. Its okay to sin once in a while.

Happy veg. the only time where i really enjoy eating veggies.
twister fries!!!!!!!! a 10000000000000000000000 times way better than the normal straight fries.
Economic rice is the singapore version of astons ( well, maybe not). cheap and delicious~
Yoshinoya's ramen bowl.

Thursday, December 22, 2011

yayayay! Finally bought [ You are the apple of my eye] 's novel!!! but a pity its in simplified chinese, i want it in traditional chinese!!! ): oh well. Yes, i do read chinese novels. I honestly think chinese's pretty cool, how can people hate on it!!

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

"There was once where my mom's colleagues had a party and they threw away the dry ice into the toilet bowl and my mom just went into the cubicle and pangsai and after she was finished, she flushed and all the smoke started coming out  everywhere and she thought to herself " omg am i in heaven?" HAHAHAHA Ryoma caught me laughing to myself cause its really too funny :P


Stereotypical asian girl checklist:
1) Advocate of cutesy poses: check
2) Bangs(or rather, uneven bangs) : check
3) Peace sign: check
4) Pupil enlarging colored cosmetic lenses: check.

Status: 100% stereotypical.

Tuesday, December 20, 2011





















Yet another awesome day spent with my lovely clique! I really hope we get to go genting before the release of our results!

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Sometimes I just cant bring myself to hate you. 有时后我真的狠不下心来恨你,因为我太爱你了。可能是因为不想让自己思念你,所以就把对你的爱换成恨。那样子,我就不会浪费我的时间和力气在我讨厌的东西上。那样一来,我就不会想你,思念你。慢慢的就把你抛在我心里最暗最深的一个角落。。。

Monday, December 12, 2011




[Sunny] jinja daebak!!!  It reminded me of my fatfat clique having crazy times together. It also got me thinking if our 5 years and maybe 3 years for cass will last for eternity. As much as I would love to say yes, i firmly doubt so. Especially now with our own busy work schedules, meeting up is a rare occurrence now. Not to mention getting enrolled into different schools soon. I wonder how we'll be in ten years down the road... Will we meet like how Sunny did in the movie? Its a happy ending, but hopefully not.




Soooooooo yeah. Learning thai wasnt as easy as i thought it would be. -__-

Friday, December 9, 2011









Chinese songs bring out the best emotions.

 I MISS SCHOOL.





 aigooo! if it wasnt for this black unknown object obstructing jane's face, this would have been a perfect unglam shot!!

 peaceful mo eating and a glimpse of jane's unglamness.





 Peaceful mo~