I don't know what you see in me but thank you for seeing something in me. I love how you would send me pictures of your stupid face. I love how you would look at me with your eyes dramatically enlarged and pouted lips begging me to help you with something. Every time you do that, i would squeal in exhilaration inwardly wanting to pinch those chubby cheeks of yours so badly. Sometimes, i cant help but feel that my crush for you is a tad too blatant and i'm so damn petrified of you realizing or finding out. Things never turn out well when your crush finds out that you're crushing on them. I highly doubt you'll ever like me back. There are a whole lot more prettier girls out there your age with better personalities. I've come to terms that I really do like you. I dont know when did this started but it sucks to know that you're leaving. For good. I dont want you to leave. I guess no one does but you're leaving to pursue your dreams so i'm happy for ya in that sense. I'm gonna miss you even more, much more than I am already missing you now as i'm typing this. Sigh.

I like my short hair hehehehe

I cant remember when was the last time i actually used my laptop. The sense of familiarity of typing after so long. ahhhh, i do miss it. Yep, so school's started and i must say i quite like it despite the fact that i've to take up maths and physics all over again. Its okay, I can deal with it. I like my classmates, they're fun^^ Still in the midst of getting to know them better so awkward silences are inevitable. Plus i'm in the school of engineering, a male dominated school so i get to see a lot of eyecandies so that's a plus point for me! hehehehe . I do miss secondary school life sometimes. Tertiary life is a whole new level. New people, new surrounding. Oh, and i swear TP is influxed with scene kids. I've seen it for myself now. No doubt, TP lives up to its name of "School of scene". Also my self esteem is slowly diminishing everyday with the gargantuan amount of pretty girls in campus. Le sigh.

"Ehhhhh, today is Siwon's birthday!!" "And who the hell is siwon?" "Siwon is my prince~"   "Ok, well siwon was my dog"   *sends picture of Siwon* "Ohhhh, ya la that's him. He used to clean my toilet and polish my boots! Now i remember hahaha" "Asswipe! you no say that of my prince." "your prince is this one" *sends self portraits* I wouldn't mind you being my prince, protecting me with that armor shield of yours. wtf cant believed i actually said that