You are in my own opinion, one of the worst, if not the worst girlfriend I've ever seen. You will always serve as a permanent reminder to always be a better person because you are what I never ever want to be like or associated with. You are also what's stopping me from having even the slightest thought about being in a relationship because I am just petrified at the thought of becoming like you. I will hate myself so much if i ever become like you. Not saying that im perfect but im pretty okay as a person. Im fucked up but not so much like you.

Why do you crave for affection so much when you can learn to love yourself? Relationships is one thing that really bemuses me. Why does everyone want to be in one, even when you know the other party isn't really the one whom you have the slightest affection for. I feel like relationships nowadays have lost its meaning. Nobody really gets together because they genuinely like each other but simply because, they're lonely and sad to say, maybe for 'bragging rights'

you dont have to agree with whatever I say because this is just what I think. My own personal opinion from my own prespective. 

A blue expanse all the way to the horizon, the water stretches as far as you can see. Ripples and waves continuously crash against the shore, eventually breaking into foam. Can never get sick of staring at the intrinsic magnolia dotted clouds floating aimlessly on the azure blue sky. At 630pm, an array of warm colours appear contrasting the stable blue. Its nice to just sit alone and observe.

Photos taken before the haze. Clearly I suck at taking panorama photos.

If I've never trusted you from the beginning then I won't ever put my trust in you.
Why are you trying to get me to trust you? Are you trying to get something out of me?

                                               @ Holland Village's Churrosity

                                                      @ The Food Barn

@ the NewBalance warehouse sale 

 Awww sedih nye :l

I'm a very accomodating person. Maybe a little too accomodating at times it feels as though my opinion doesn't matter anymore. Like hey i'm okay with complying to your sudden change of plans but too many is definitely gonna piss me off. All I wanted was to watch a goddamn fucking movie that day but nooooo, there had to be 4 fucking sudden change of plans. I didn't lose my cool because you were my friend but I do hope you could tell I wasn't very pleased one bit. The last thing I wanna do is to get mad at a friend, fuck

I personally prefer my face when its caked on with cosmetic. I feel like I have more control over it. Also, as a acne victim, I feel more secure that way. Speaking of which, I absouletely hate it when people tell me not to wear make up because it'll clog up pores and irritate me skin causing aggravation to the existing acne and that I should let my skin breathe. I absoutely fucking hate it. Since the purpose of make up is to conceal all sorts of facial blemishes then its not suppose to aggravate it. In my case for acne, there's non-comedogenic make up which is suitable for acne prone skin like mine and its perfectly fine for everyday use. So please people, just.... shut the fuck up. zzz I am aware of my unhealthy relationship with cosmetics like how I am never able to leave the house with a bare face. I have this huge reliance on it as well, I KNOW. I'm not saying that my make up skills are perfect, its nowhere near there. You can still see some grostesque bumps even with all that concealing. All i'm saying is, that is how I am able to feel more secure about myself and it would be appreciated if you could respect that. It doesn't bother me if you call me fake because of the amount of make up I wear. Name calling doesn't bother me at all. Don't see make up as something superficial, take it as a empowerment to your face.