its only been the second day of school and i hate it already.... seriously. i hate the feeling of having to attend school feeling all fatigued and bored out from subjects i've been studying for close to 11 years, but then again, this whole O's shit determines my future so its mandatory that i go to school and study and do well..... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH why can't courses be based on our passion, talent and interest instead of academic results.

any one of the above for me, anyone? :<

i love how today i went out with 7 of my classmates(aud,na,zy,ms,ljs,jl and hj) and 5 of us including me ended up coincidentally wearing the same colour gray! as seen below hehehe the awesomeness :)
candid shot but we look so cute i like~

i swear zhiyao's looking better nowadays especially since he's gotten braces on! (cuteness points plus 5)
we ended up playing catching or rather this game called 'running man' that's being aired on some korean variety show at ion. juisheng and hanjie were the catchers but juisheng ended up catching everyone lol. and here's momo being super exhausted after a round of catching.
typical ion restroom cam-whoring.
not a fan but yeah lol.
had Burger King for dinner and we digested our dinner by walking around town. i love hanging out with my classmates, our laughter echoed wherever we went :) me, aud and na had a hard time persuading the guys to come join us in taking neoprints together but in the end they obliged hehehe. on my way home js expressed his interest in baking and he promised he would bake cakes for me and momo's birthday woohooo~ he looks so much better without his glasses la. and and and, brina and zhiyao are so compatible!!! haha can't wait for the pictures we took at audrey's phone to be uploaded on her blog :D

today's friday and you know what that means? it means that i have only 2 days left to adjust my body clock before school commences!!! during the whole month of june i've been hitting the sack at ungodly hours and waking up at almost 3 in the afternoon...

seeing that picture of you kissing her... damn.

hey today's father's day! yeah big deal, fuck that shit. i stopped being excited for father's day since i was 11. i'm not trying to sound like some typical angsty teenager hating on their dads but yeah seriously fuck father's day. i ain't giving a fuck about how you're doing nor all the letters you sent me. don't even try apologizing for what you did because an apology is not enough for me to forgive all the trouble you brought us. the worse part is people some people even call me "james jr" cause i resemble you. the next time i see you. "the girls you left are women you didnt raise"

for the past few days i have committed one of the seven deadly sins, which is the habitual disinclination to indolence aka being a sloth. i've been spending copious amount of time watching movies of a spectrum range of genres on Funshion. and yesterday i decided to do some chemistry and ohmygoodness everything seemed so foreign to me. i hate this feeling, makes me feel stolid all over again. On an irrelevant note, I really cannot wait for my contacts to arrive its like the utmost necessity in me life i hate going out without my colored contacts on. for some strange reason, enlarged coloured irises boosts my confidence lol.

zhiyao's looking good here^^

ahhhhh richard looks unbelievably adorable and pinch-able! hhahahaa

loving the colour combination. this week's a busy one for me. so many upcoming plans! at least i'm out of my musty room, off for a breather :D watched a thai horror movie yesterday. it was alright not too bad. but at one point i cant believe i actually shut my eyes closed when the ghost appeared #pussy hahaha. linh and jane were scared shitless and they started leaning against each other about to cover their eyes. but but but, the funniest part was that jinglong was about to eat his chip when the sound effect shocked him and he jerked and some of his chips dropped out hahaha! then i was at NAFA the day before to watch a theatre play. i didn't really like it mainly because the acting wasn't so good and the whole play was too pious for me. but one of the actors really got my attention his acting, his voice, his accent. WOW. going to do some voluntary work tomorrow teaching kids how to act! i hope non of them are spoilt brats. have a good week!

you'll probably never read this. in fact, chances of you reading this is close to zero. i'm probably only writing this for myself, you know, for therapeutic reasons. i wonder if you even remember me sometimes. give me some vague sign that you do... i haven't had a single update about you from anyone until today and that was something that i'd least expect it to happen. well, people change do they? we humans are subject to change. i don't know if i still feel the same as i did before... its been so long since i last saw you. but i guess you're happy now that's what matters.

Just some of the pictures my sis took edited by me during her diving trip at Tioman, Malaysia. how i wish i was there as well. so many felines roaming the island... grrrrrrrr

watching this really upsets me. underage prostitution happening in one of my favourite countries, Thailand. the boys being interviewed are actually talented in ways of their own. they have their own aspirations but poverty obstructed their dreams from happening and reduced them to what we call 'blemishes of the country's fair image" seeing the boy cry made me realise how much of children they really are. watching other videos of underage and child prostitution really...affects me. this is gross to a whole new level. i cannot understand how can people develop sexual desires on children. how can someone even harbor incestuous thoughts on such innocence? i lose faith in humanity once again.

i swear these photos do no justice to my phone but i had no choice. Sis took my camera to her diving trip so i'm left with acer's shitty webcam quality ): i was so stoked when i saw the orange housing! i'm gonna take really good care of my phone now cause the housing ain't cheap but hehehehe happy me my phone's so pretty now!!! heehee

i was bored so i decided to do some editing of photos. i always had a thing for monochrome photos. its classic.

i swear my aunt has been getting on my nerves so badly these days... she's venting her anger and frustrations on me and her students, that is so unprofessional. not cool. shes wasted a lot of my time seriously. i help her with something and instead of getting a praise or compliments she just starts shooting daggers at me. she's pissing not only me off but everyone in her workplace and family. even the teachers working for her called me up a few times ranting to me about my aunt and all... seriously guys, don't get married.it is the END.

Bahahaha i love pore strips!

as i sat at the pew of the church witnessing the marriage vow being exchanged by the couple, many thoughts flowed through my mind. it was like a sudden epiphany that struck me that how long can the vow last? in the recent statistics, it seemed that the divorce rate in singapore has heightened to 28.3%. simplistically, 1 divorce occurs from 4 marriages. this seems to be a global trend. why are people abandoning their vows and commitments? what used to be a cute trait is now so unbearable to you. married couples tend to be very comfortable with each other, too comfortable. that's where the true colours start to surface and it might not be what you're able to accept. despite all that, couples are so comfortable that they start to take each other for granted. married couples don't put in as much effort in impressing or to show affection to their partners just like how they did during their courting stage. they have forgotten that their meeting was not by concidence but by fate. i know this sounds really cliche and i'm not really the type who believes in fate and destiny crap but really think about it. this world is huge, and yes even though singapore is a puny island but being able to meet someone you like who might be living in the other side on the island takes a lot of erm... idk what term i should be using to describe this. but yeah you get the point. so people, don't take your loved ones.

sigh, all the thais are so good looking.