maybe someday.

maybe someday i will fight for gay rights and legalize same sex marriages. let all homophobia thoughts be abolished from minds of catholics to homophobics. maybe someday i'll be marching down a gay parade with gay people behind me supporting my campaign. maybe someday i'll be in the white house debating with homophobic losers from around the globe fighting for gay rights. maybe some day i'll be educating people of all ages that "gay people must be beat up and killed" is so ice age and all the discrimination towrads them must be stopped. maybe someday, if all these do happen. gay people wont need to hide in shame and fear no more. they no longer need to lie about their sexuality. they can be flamboyant, dressing up in whatever way they want to. holding hands, showing public display of affection. no one can stop them, discriminate them, ostricize them anymore. for all these are being fought for.

kerizzzna

hi krishna. it's so nice getting to know a wonderful friend like you. our dirty talks made us even closer. hehe, come to think about it. the only reason why we manage to click was because we are really dirty people. talking about pervertic stuff all the time -__-''' haha whatever, but you're a nice guy. i missed being your neighbour ): oh well, lets hope our brotherhood wont die out so soon. i really really regard you as my bro. hehe i always wanted one. i know you dislike people calling you cue but you are really very cute. hehehe. i love your roti prate bathing style. haha i know this post is random but the recent msn chats made me think back about the good times we shared. love you bro. ^^

yeah, cheap monday. come to me.

cherries are so addictive ^^


mom : eh ah ting(me) , you want the blueberry right?
me : huh? what blueberry?
mom : you know, the blueberry you kept saying you wanted it.
me : huh? OH ! you meant blackberry is it?
mom : ah yeah, whatever la blueberry, burberry. sounds the same to me.

my mom's so adorable.

i was bored shitless so i decided to mess around with my hair. i'm sorry, i know im not professional. i need entertainment.

"One fringe to rule them all,
One fringe to find them,
One fringe to bring them all
and in the darkness bind them." -Charlieskies.

i hate my current fringe, i want hissssss.

when i hang out with you, the negative stuff about you suddenly just dissapear. i'm talking about a friend, i dont want you guys to make stupid conclusions-.-

was looking forward to catch The Karete Kid but the tickets were sold out so went to catch the A-TEAM with abby, ian, jordan and leon. it was good, i enjoyed it. similiar to The Losers. the punches in the movie sounded very surreal that i actually kinda felt it. levain and jessica joined in later, we embarked on a journey to Marina Barrage but we got lost halfway so we ended up slacking at starbucks. laughed alot today. hehe but i have tuition tmr. bummer :/

ahhhhhhhhh look at the gauges. so amazing(L) mom would never agree to it ):

i just realised i dont like to bathe much but i have to cause my hair and body will itch like crazyyyyyy.

i hate the feeling of being broke. i dont know if it applies to you but for me, whenever im broke, there would always be items that i have the urge to make it my possession, events i wanna go but i'm broke and i would get steeper in debts because i owe my friends some cash-.- grrr.

shit.

ditching your old clique for a new one. promising your original clique that you're coming but disspointing them in the end because a girl asked you out. come on man, who is of more priority in your life? your friends whom you've been through thick and thin with or a girl whom you just met NOT LONG AGO?

im beginning to know what type of person you are and it's ruining the impression i had of you when i first knew you.

recently i have been screaming sighs of misery out of nowhere and my mom hates it. my life's a piece of poop.

thanks ian (:

didn't slept the whole day yesterday. left the house at 5plus in the morning to welcome ian back from the airport with abby and jessica. went to his house and slacked. then went to school with abby and jess for...fun. we weren't allowed access into the school as me and jess were wearing home clothes so we climb through the back gate. my virgin attempt. so awesome^^ art class was fun. i had fun.

hahaha overdued. fun times.

sometimes i couldn't help but be so envious of people who are musically inclined. i kinda wish i was one of them. i used to beg my mom to let me take up music lessons. any musical instrument would do but she refused cause she didn't see the need to :/ now that i've reached an age that my fingers are not as nimble as before, i abolished that thought outta my mind already. oh well.

whenever i see my hair, it Arouses disgust.
i feel so nauseated by it. it's not as awesome as before. i need a remedy for it.

i've heard of Ash Stymest but i was never a fan of him till yesterday i saw a tumblr dedicated to him.
i love his hair, ink and gauges.

hehehehehehehehehehehehe awkward kiss but still (Y)

bbq at anni's house was great. i enjoyed myself. anni's mom is so awesome. the guys did all the cooking. the girls just ate. funny things happened. a pity i couldnt stay overnight :/. HAHA more photos up on facebook.

makes a call to tuition centre

receptionist : hello?
me: erm hi. regarding today's science tuition, Julia can't come cause she's not feeling well. so could you help me inform the teacher i can't come?
receptionist : oh okay, i will inform her
me: thank you(: .

hangs up phone. a minute later.
*phone rings*

me : hello?
mom : why you never go for tuition?
me : i got class BBQ.
mom : you know the tuition centre called aunt to inform her about it?
me : *sliently* fuck....
mom : better dont stay overnight okay, k have fun bye.
*hangs up phone*

shit, i am in so much deep shit when i come home tonight. for those of you who dont know, the only person whom i have never been so afraid in my life is my aunt. and she's gonna give me hell knowing that i skipped tuition. FMLFMLFMLFML. FUCK.

i think this was our first photo together? whatever, despite the fact that i look really ugly and oriental here but i kinda like this photo^^ it was great getting to know you better through the cambodia trip and taking like forever to accept my fb friend request. haha. thanks abby for listening to my rants and crap last night. it's good to know that there's someone who've been through the same situation as me therefore we could relate. hehehehe let's meet up soon then we shall gossip^^ and when ian's back from NZ we shall go G-MAXing ! OMG I CAN'T WAIT.

ps, oh i think he might have a chance of falling for you. hehehehe

sometimes i dont get what the hype is all about. you guys get so engrossed and im the only odd one out. sometimes i just can't connect with you guys i wanna withdraw myself from you guys-.-

some asians are so sexy with those very strong accents. mmm i like

http://fuckyeahladylove.tumblr.com/

im loving this site alot. dont think wrong.

im loving my yellow jacket alot. it's so comfy im falling asleep with it.
remedial was fine today except for POA where i dozed off during half the lesson and i got reprimanded by lois. -.-

(source : tumblr)

my kind of teenage girl.