i just freaking realised that i havent taken a proper proper together with ian. HAHA OH WELL.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IAN ! :D
love you man. stop being so petty. heeeeeeeeheeeeee^^

never did i ever expected to receive a call from you. you asked me how am i. after all these years only now you asked me how am i. your voice was so sudden all i could say was 'fine'. your voice was trembling, i tried not to cry. i wanted to end the call with a ' i love you, dad'. but i was so fucking emotional no words could be emitted outta my mouth. now you left me all crying again. FML

okay, it might not be the best looking cake but it tastes good(: we wanted to give ian a surprise by going to his house while abigail is the diversion luring him out of the house. but unfortunately no one was at home when he left-.- so we just pretented to 'pass by' his house and yeah you get the picture. didnt take much. more hilarious pictures in abby's cam

LOL potential father




baked ian's cake at levain's house. his mom was babysitting the baby, it was so adorableeee ! HAHAHA

youth dayyy. for some reason i dont feel young at all -.-

eeeeeeeeek. i suddenly miss cham so much :/

i just finished watching a documentary on youths in india addicted to drugs. damn, they're so hardcore. they scar themselves with knifes when they're in a trance of drug induction. the host felt so helpless under the situation where the youths refuse to accpet his help of helping them kick their drug addiction. for some reason that made me wanna visit india moreeeeeeee.

yay i finally got my new speakers ^^

NOT VERY SUCCESSFUL :/ IMMA TRY NEXT TIME

Should i cut my fringe? im reluctant about it but at the same time i want to :/ e learning sucked balls today. i couldnt log the fuck into the system so i did none of the assignments. Im dead meat tomorrow

since when the hell was i ever interested in cosfest!?!??! it's an event where cosplayers meet their own species with all the anime shit. weird...

yes i am jinxed. please stay away from me.
jordan, i'm really sorry for the trouble caused. i really am.

i wish my exsistence wasn't that much of a burden to my family. i believed im jinxed.

i wish i wish i wish that the DM and teachers would be in a good mood tomorrow so that they won't catch me for my fringe. i always thought that school's a place where we pay money to gain knowledge and learn new stuff. not letting people whom we dont know critisize how we look like.

may i present you the Holga K-200NM fish eye lens camera.
my desired lomo camera. i love it, plus the fact that it's only 100bucks tempts me even more.

i don't think i'm pretty-.- i dont get what is with men on fb adding me and saying " hi you're so beautiful, can i meet you, can we date, can i have your number?" my face turns (-.-) i look like a fucking lesbian for pete's sake. pictures are very very deceiving.

yesterday.

i dont have problems with sleep. sleep has problems with me. i've been having sleeping disorders since primary school, it stopped for a moment and only recently it came back to haunt me. and because of this, my skin's deteriorating. fuck.

thanks man.

no amount of words can describe how much i hate my life. i should be grateful that i have a brick shelter over my head. but sometimes i feel like leaving this place. a place where i'm still not certain whether or not i can call it 'home'. but i have no place to go. you said something that broke me down into tears. as much as you didnt want me in your house, i never wanted to be here either. somebody take me away.

fuck jesus, i'll save myself.

i've been having insomnia and i hate it. let this be transient. please.

went to the hospital to visit my mom. she was very weak. i spent 10 hours with her. but she was sleeping all the while. the air conditioner was tempting me to sleep so i decided to take advantage by sleeping on the vacant bed next to her.

"What is a friend? A single soul, dwelling in two bodies" - Aristotle

to me friendship seems so fragile. everything, the good times, the promises, the laughter and tears can be destroyed by something so trivial like name calling and disagreements. i've seen too many people fall out. it's not a rare sight to me. heh. oh well, good things dont last. everything comes to an end, eventually.

i've been waking up at 2 in the afternoon and soon it's night time already. there goes my holidays.

I'm sorry , i tried. it didn't work. i really hate to see you guys like this. but i'm still habouring the thought that you guys will be together again someday.

I dislike taiwanese people. especially female artistes/celebrities. they never fail to not fail at acting cute. i don't know if they're paid to do so or it's just their natural 'bubbly' character. i'm not liking it. oh well, who am i to judge? i'm just saying.

Singapore should have Hot Topic outlets. that'd be cool.

HAHAHA i like talking to abigail. i never fail to have a good time chatting with her.

if miracles do exsist. that'd be awesome.

physics tuition was rather productive i must say. but chem was...a thumbs down-__-
i feel like baking. heh :/

finally ! my desired dream of going on a ride on the Gmax is fulfilled. totally worth the money(: the ride was awesome i screamed my lungs out. had a nice bird's eye view of clarke quay. went to take a picture with the white boy cause he kept staring at us before and after we got on the ride. he was friendly^^