so yeah, i got my results back. kinda depressing cause the results were kinda undesirable. i blame myself though but at the same time common test was on febuary not long after the new year's celebration. but still, i shouldn't be use cny as an excuse. buck up, juliaaaaa! who knew there was such a big leap from N levels to O's. from an A2 for languages to a C6. boy, was i dumbfounded. oh well, i have only myself to blame. i just hope for april to commence so i can officially stop attending for Drama and abdicate from my position. i really cannot afford to fail, i've already wasted 5 years of youth in this shitty school. but on a happier note, my skin condition's getting better. im getting lesser outbreak of pimples and rashes.