i have the proclivity to be very reserved with my feelings. i don't take the time to express how i'm feeling or what i'm going through. i don't really like people to get to know me so well as it signifies vulnerability. which explains why i'm more of a listener than a speaker. there are times where i feel that my world has pulverized and i desperately need a hug/shoulder/listening ear to make me feel better and there is this one person on my contact list that i can actually confide to but i dont because i hate to impend my problems on others. i've never allowed my emotions to control or dictate my life. still am. i'm probably gonna suffer from depression with all these oceans of emotions bottled in me.