"Don't you dare look me in the eye and tell me that i'm beautiful cause i know i'm not." 

-My Sister's Keeper

"I think i'm ugly and nobody wants to love me. Just like her, I wanna be pretty. I wanna be pretty. Don't lie to my face, cause i know i'm ugly."

-Ugly by 2NE1

If only the human eye can perceive everything with Instagram filters, my face would seem impeccably flawless and there would be of no need for me to go through the tedious diurnal routine of slapping on copious amount of make up just to conceal the crimson nauseating repulsive pimples or rather acne that has tainted my face ever since puberty. If only an eraser can erase everything, i'd erase not only my pimples but my fats as well. It sucks, always being the only one with blemished skin while i can only stare blatantly with envy at other girls with smooth, flawless porcelain skin. I hate how i'm already not good looking to begin with and whenever i see my reflection in the mirror, i feel a deeper depth of ugliness. I'm just like any other girl who wants to look good, not because i want to fish on compliments. At least it beats, crying upon your own reflection. A monstrous repulsive abhorrent and unpleasant sight. I honestly do not feel that i am not anywhere near "pleasant looking" which is why i get so enraged whenever anyone tells me i'm "pretty" cause i feel that they're making a joke out of me. People keep telling me "Why don't you have any confidence in yourself?" Its not about the confidence. Its about knowing yourself, knowing how you look like, knowing where you stand and knowing how people wouldnt even give you a second glance etc etc. I can go on and on about the imperfections about me, or maybe even come up with a book but i'll stop here. I'm tired.