I don't expect a perfect life but just how many setbacks do I have to face before things can go my way... I keep questioning myself "why me?" An audible silence answers me. As much as I hate to portray myself as a weakling but i will admit, I have inevitably broke down a couple of times. Its like being pulled into a beautiful dream by an emotional craving that is stronger than your normal desires. You may gravitate towards someone or something, only to wake up realizing that your perceptions weren't real except within your own imagination. It fucking suck ballz.  Even if its difficult, i tell myself to slow down and deal with my emotions. Avoiding them by quickly moving to whats next wont help me in the long run. :/