baaaaaaaah when will i ever be free from the evil clutches of acne!? it doesn't matter if i have small squinty single eyelid eyes or being as fat as a hippopotamus but i just want clear skin! clear, porcelain smooth skin... that's all i want. it diminishes  my self esteem every single time i see girls with really good skin. it sucks knowing that whenever you're having a conversation with someone and the first thing they'll notice are those god damn fucking pimples. which is why i choose to wear coloured contacts hoping that it'll divert their attention to me eyes instead.  so sick of having to edit my self portraits to make my pimples look less visible. fuckkkkkkkkk
this is probably my first girl rant ever.