wah fuck sia. don't ask me why i'm wearing a poker face whenever i'm at home. don't ask me why i dont find it funny that your husband is having an affair. don't assume that i failed all of my subjects or that i'm having PMS. i hate that hysteric demonic laughter of yours.  don't ask me anything about religion cause i fucking hate religion. i never believed in putting my faith in an intangible god so quit asking me to go to a temple to pray for my results to improve cause we all know that's not how it works. you have something you believe in, that's cool with me. Just don't force the fuck in making me believe something i don't. and there is absolutely no way i'm able to fake a smile in front of you anymore. words that emit outta your mouth are so crude and shallow and uncouth, you are of the lowest fucking caliber. you fail as a parent, a wife and as a teacher. you fail to set a good example to your kids you're teaching them the wrong values in life. you don't get your children involved in your divorce! its an adults affair. plus who the fuck tells their children that their father is out there having a carnal relationship with and squandering his money on other women?! i may not like kids but this is not the way you raise children. you think you're so funny, powerful, formidable and shit but you're none. you're pathetic. i don't blame you for putting on a facade to conceal the misery of the divorce you're going through. but you're a fucking human too, break down if you have to you pathetic piece of shit. beneath all that demonic ear screeching laughter you're as hurt as fuck. your heart is shattered into millions of fragments, you cry yourself to sleep, you're lonely. but because you dont want anyone else to know you try to project yourself as some iron maiden. which you obviously fucking failed at. get well soon.