Sometimes I wonder what kind of image do i actually portray to people. Or, what's their first impression of me. I'm curious, really. To some people, i'm a total bitch and a meanie. I don't deny that. I am pretty harsh with my words sometimes. I'm always gossiping and inwardly making fun of people. C'mon let's face it, everyone has their inward bitchy self. BUT, i can be genuinely nice. Really, i can~ but sometimes, i just find myself being too mean to some people but at the same time its impossible to be genuinely nice to everyone. Everyone's putting on a facade. You can never know when you're being hated. I think people are generally okay with me? or at least thats what i think.