I'm sorry my actions ladened you with disappointment. I'm sorry I soaked your face in tears. I hate to see you cry mother, but i'm not sorry for what I've done. I'm not proud of it but neither am I ashamed.

I am alone 
But I'm not lonely 
No, It's nothing personal 
I prefer to do things on my own 
And even though nobody knows me 
No I'm not lonely 
No I'm raw, and invincible 

I've never been in a relationship before. Therefore, I don't miss being in one. I don't complain about being all lonely, how I miss having someone with me. I'm okay with being alone. I'm lucky in that sense. Lucky me.