Te Amo♥

bonjour!
sigh.
school's gonna start soon. wtf.
i'm still in the holiday mood, man.
my hair sucks.
i don't wanna go back to school with my stupid and ugly hair. grrr.

woohoo!

i'm 1oo% feeling happy now.

why?

observe the pictures above.

guessed it?

yeah!

i got the same glasses as alexandre evans!

okay, i know. he doesn't look very handsome in this photo.

but who cares?

as long as i like him.

i don't care whatever you say about him.

omfg.
i was walking my usual routine when ms. chong texted me.
"you are selected to represent drama for sec1 orientation."
i was like, o...m...g....
i don't want!!!
i don't want to talk in front of sec1 noobs!
actually, drama is fun.
i like drama.
it's just that i don't like performing in front of people i know.
omg. omg. omg. omg. omg.
god damn it.

happy birthday, peter.
may your wishes come true.
i really like you alot.
don't even bother to figure it out. hahs.

To ranjie/weiyang.
you are very lame.
The End.

yeap.

this is me on my 4th birthday.

i never liked smiling in front of cameras.

oh well, i got nothing much to say.

i'm feeling very emoish nowadays.
i don't know why.
i've been walking around alone.
i like and hate walking alone at the same time.
i like it because i like it.(dumb eh?)
i hate it because i will start to recall many unhappy events.
i'm a total jackass.
i spent 45 minutes standing outside AIS observing every detail of it.
there wasn't even a single person inside and i'm standing outside like a fool.
i just found out that there's a sadist inside of me.
i beat people for no apparent reason.
i've been reading sadist books too.
it makes me feel good.
i've not been smiling too.
i see no reason for me to smile.
maybe when i see him i'll be able to smile. hopefully.
i feel like screaming. i want to scream.
but i don't want people to think that i'm insane.
i keep talking to myself. i like talking to myself.
it's kinda cool. it's like you're playing 2 different roles at the same time.
i want to smile, i want to be happy.
god damn it.
my life sucks.

okay,
the mouth piercing is a fake.
i did that to entertain myself.
End Of Confession.

sigh...
school's going to start soon.
noooooooo..............
i don't want to go back with my ridiculous hairstyle!
noooo......
i'm feeling freaking demoralized.
going to buy a cap to cover up my horrible hair!

this's the season to get horny~

lalalalala, lalalala

fuck those women at geylang street~

lalalalala, lalalala.

hahas.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

Going to have a christmas party tonight.

my hands are freaking tired wrapping all the gifts.

i'm not very enthu about christmas.

i prefer new year

just feel like watching tv.

i hope i get presents.

but i can't wait to eat the turkey!

my auntie makes one of the nicest turkeys.

oh well, merry christmas!

I got mouth piercings for my christmas present!

SoooOOOO freaking happy!

there! i cut my fringe already!
satisfied?!
sometimes i just don't understand what is wwith you people.
why can't you just like what i like for once?
i like long fringes and that's that.
must you really make me do what i don't want to do?
now i loook like some retarted bitch!
i am sick and tired of it.
now i don't feel like going to school.
if i hear another person say that my fringe is long,
i am going to screw an umbrella up your ass!

Went to watch Twilight with brina and audrey.
the funny thing is,we were all wearing black. hahs.
the movie was kinda nice.
the thing i like most about vampires are their super fair skin, fangs and eye colour.
so freaking cool.
oh. and i made a conclusion after watching the movie:;
never watch a romance movie with brina. mark my words.
no offence, brina. hahs.
after the movie we saw mr.sim.
we kinda stalked him but lost track of him halfway.
then headed home.

i deleted the unglam picture post.
i apologise for it.
i seek your forgiveness.
MUAHAHAHAHA!

i just recently found out that i was born a premature baby and i wasn't born naturally.
caecarsian, i guess.(i don't know how to spell.)
so premature that i was born 3 weeks before the regular nine months pregnancy.
shocking eh?
it appears tthat when mother was expecting me for about 8 months plus,
her BP started to rise.
and the doctor said that my mother's condition would make it harder for her to give birth to me naturally.
and so,
i was 'taken out' of my mother's womb on 25 november 1994.
and i weighed only 2.5kg, while other babies weighed about 3kg plus.
mother said that her first pregnancy(me) was very painful.
sorry mother for making you endure to such pain.
i will try not to be so tempermental again.
i know you want me to emigrate to Australia to study,
which i know will never happen even though i really wanted but i will try to work hard for it.


let's see....
if i were to be born on the regular nine months pregnancy.
i would be born in 18december!
cool!
then i would be able to celebrate my birthday with jane and brina.
but frankly speaking,
i would rather be born in 18dec then to 25nov.
oh well, this is my fate.

yahoo!
going to see Twilight tomorrow.
Robert Pattinson, wait for me~!

There is a dark place.

A place where i have no eyes, no mouth, no words.

The slience is so deep, i want to die.

But i can't.

The darkness and slience goes on forever.

This is not a dream.

I don't dream.

[The adoration of Jenna Fox]

woohoo!

miss Russia won!

i had a feeling would win.

she's the prettiest among the final five.

miss singapore wasn't even pretty!

and miss austria is fat!

miss belguim's dress was pretty.

miss trinidad and batago(if i'm not wrong) looked like a drag queen!

and i totally can't believe that miss china won Miss World last year.

such ironic. bah!

pikachu towel.

my miss singapore contestant photo.

god damn it. i was being molested by audrey.

colour contrast.

dead mole.

well, a picture speaks a thousand words.

these are the photos on friday when we went swimming.

suppose to go tuition today,
but daniel's in the hospital so it's cancelled.
oh well, looks like i'm going to rot at home...

i just can't help thinking that this girl is beautiful.

not that i'm lesbian, but i just think that she's beautiful.

was supposed to go swimming with audrey, but something "cropped" up,

so it's cancelled.

so i went around exploring the estates around my neighbourhood,

and i found this really cool but freaky playground.

it's a good place to enjoy the solitary moment.

oh! and i saw a cotton wool plant for the first time, live!

well, that's kinda all~

oh yeah,
before i forget.
THANKS, JANE!
I LOVE THE PRESENT THAT YOU GAVE ME!
THANK EUU......

yope!
i'm too lazy to upload the malaysia photos, so forget it.
went to met jane and audrey today.
went to audrey's house to check out blogshops.
i want to buy new contacts!
should i buy green or blue or animation lenses?
jane is totally crazy over what colour to buy.
she wanted animation and carnival lenses, but too bad.
carnival and animation lenses are degreeless. muahahha.
well, that's all.

just came back from malaysia yesterday~
went to desaru.
a famous fruit garden at JB.
woke up at 5am in the morning.
then my uncle drove us to hougang to wait for the coach.
if only ruier was there, because the coach is PINK! lols.
max and dillion went too!
i totally love dillion!
he's the cutest toddler i've seen. but he had a new bob haircut. :{
went on the bus, more people came, went through the custom. blah, blah,blah.
our tourguide, Rina. took us to eat breakfast.
i can make a conclusion out of the place where breakfast was served:
MALAYSIANS ARE RUDE!
then headed to a chocolate factory.
although i love chocolate, i don't lilke malaysia's chocolate.
it tastes 'cheap'.
then went to a malaysia muesum, beach and blah, blah,blah.
finally, then we reached the fruit garden.
boy, it stinked due to the ferterliser.
for the first time in my life i saw a durian tree. pretty cool.
then went to a animal section.
that was the first time i saw a ostrict and fed a goat.
there was a cock who was blind. so sad.
and i kept bullying the turtles. muahaha. XD
then went to the honey section. blah,blah,blah.
then ate dinner. it was buffet. kinda nice.
skip,skip,skip,skip.
then went to see the fireflys.
we sat on a boat and it led us to a dark and remote section of the forest.
it was scary, but cool.
finally, i saw the fireflys.
SO COOL!
it lookes liked chrismac tree ornaments.
my mom caught one.
my aunt said that it would bless her with luck. diao.
i don't know how to describe it unless you see it for yourself.
it was magnificent.
unfortunately, no pictures were allowed.
then took a bus and headed back to singapore.
that's all!
i'll upload the photos soon!

went to waterloo street today to go pray with my mother to "get rid of my bad luck."
went to pray, then went to bugis and bought bermudas.
then went to hougang.
my mother went to a CHINA beauty salon to trim her eyebrows.
so i went in with my mother and waited for her eyebrows to be done.
less than a minute when i stepped in,
a CHINA woman came up to me and said:
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CN=CHINA WOMAN.
CN= hi, girl. haiyo, look at you. you got alot of blackheads on your nose lei. you want to try our blackhead removal product? 10dollar only! very effective one!
ME= err, no need. thank you.
CN= no no no. you must do. you see ah, you are now undergoing puberty. that's why got alot of blackhead. look at you, you look so horrible! come, i help you remove la.
(ME=fuck you la. who are you to say i look horrible?! cheesebuns...)
ME= (fakes a laugh) seriously, i don't need it. i'm just waiting for my mother.
(the china woman suddenly goes up to my mother)
CN= pretty mother, you want i help your daughter remove the blackheads on her nose? 10dollar only. very cheap. then her nose will be smooth smooth one.
MY MOTHER= you go ask she want anot lor. if she want, then do on her.
(CN chiong up to me)
CN= girl, do la. then your nose will be as smooth as mine.
(ME= FUCK YOU LA. i say don't want means don't want!)
ME= (fakes a forced smile) it's really okay. i don't need it.
CN= come la, just one try and you can see the results already!
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lucky got another customer came in to do facial.
PHEW.
when my mother was done,
the china woman came up to me again and said:
CN= leaving so soon? next time you come, i help you remove your blackheads!
please la, no more next time.
she spoke to me in chinese, i translated into english.

i took these yesterday when i was walking home.

nice, eh?

random singapoream uncle sleeping.

yesterday's cycling photo.