you'll probably never read this. in fact, chances of you reading this is close to zero. i'm probably only writing this for myself, you know, for therapeutic reasons. i wonder if you even remember me sometimes. give me some vague sign that you do... i haven't had a single update about you from anyone until today and that was something that i'd least expect it to happen. well, people change do they? we humans are subject to change. i don't know if i still feel the same as i did before... its been so long since i last saw you. but i guess you're happy now that's what matters.