i should never have said it.
i should never have told anyone.
juliayeo, you are a fucking asshole.
why can't you hide your emotions?
it would never happen and it never will.
so give it up.
wake up from your illusions and get back into reality.
"never" is what the eyes's telling you, you get it?
you're expecting a second glance? never will.
want to get noticeable? give it up.
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to the people who's reading this:
if you know about it.
stop saying it in front of me. please.
it's just a simple request.
stop telling me if he's somewhere near.
i have eyes. i'm not blind.
his presence is conspicious to me.
please, have a sense of decorum.
please don't shout it out so loudly.
please don't say it out of people who doesn't know.
shut up if you don't know what i;m talking about.
don't bother to ask. i won't say.