i oh-so-love fringes that conceal my eyes.

okay, it's been quite a while since i last blogged.
well, these few days has been an emotional rollercoaster to me.
so so so many things happened.
mid-years are like next week? fuck.
i've never been good in exams.
lethargicness is killling me.
my head feels like as though there's a piece of glass going through it.
sometimes i wish i wasn't that cheerful.
and how i wished i was like the little boy who acted in the sixth sense.
that would be awesome. well, for me.
sometimes i wish i didn;t smile that much.
sometimes i wish people are intimidated by me.
sometimes i just wish i could punch you in the face and get away scott-free.
sometimes i wish i wasn't that emotional.
sometimes i wish i wasn't that stupid.
sometimes i just wish i had the courage.
sometimes i wish that i can tell it to you straight of how i feel of you.
sometimes i wish that time would go slower.
sometimes i wish time would just go back.
sometimes i wish that i didn;t have to try so hard in getting your attention.
somebody, please, pull the trigger.

and to you,
from today onwards.
i'm not going to hide my dislike towards you.