feeling a little tristful that DPA hasn't called me yet... some of my friends and even my cousin received the call for the interview. next week's the deadline to receive calls from all polys  and if i still have yet to receive any, i probably suck. still, i don't wanna give up hope but i'm on the verge of  giving up hope.. i'm contradicting myself.... joonwoon keeps telling me to use my own potential to get into my desired course but its freaking 10points. yeah, easy to say for someone who's intrinsically smart getting 7 points for O's last year. i really wanna get in...